I feel terrible

So lastnight I took my little brother from BBBS up to eaglecrest and I was feeling SOO badly. Whenever I stood around I just got exhausted.

I ended up staying in the lodge and sleeping with a terrible headache and generally feeling miserable.

When I was driving home it felt like I was in a fog, I made it home about 8:30 and just plopped down on my bed without undressing or anything and embraced my misery.

I was so hot and yet... I constantly had these chills running down me like I was freezing.

I got up about 10:00am after having a terrible restless night. It was strange while I was sleeping (or non-sleeping) it was like I had no control over my brain. I kept on having this nightmare where I knew I couldn't move unless the world moved around me through these spikes that were in the ground.

All I could do is mentally move the earth around me. And yet whenever I did it I would just get tired... and more tired.

I would wake up over and over again feeling completely and utterly exhausted and yet... I couldn't sleep. I couldn't do anything, all I knew is the world was butterfly's that constantly fluttered around in my brain.

This morning I also felt bad... I woke up exhausted. I have this fog on my brain where I just can't seem to think straight, my mind constantly going in wierd directions. I've just laid down on the floor (several times) and closed my eyes and just hope it goes away.

So I didn't go snowboarding today (obviously), and I'm going to miss out on the party tonight it seems.

So far this weekend is shaping up to be fabulous.